t h e r e m i n i s c e n t s t a r - -
v2.o -star.
thereminiscentstar .
portia jolene ; posh * lene * (:
LALAPOLYPOCKETCHOONG ;
going 19 .
nafa svaf .
attached . =)
they call me starshine ; tinkerbell ; queenLALA*
191286
broken; and worthless .
hyper .
not what i seem to be .
tend to lose myself in thoughts .
daydreamerr .
sadistic .
black ; hotpeenk ; orange ; white ; purple .
lamee . extremely at times .
comforts people ; but yearns comfort from friends .
cynical .
imperfect .
stubborn .
bossy .
extremely fragile ;
has a soft mushy heart .
am redundant whereever i am . =)
yearns to fly *
je'taime .
the Man Up there . =))
him. =D
churchies .
EEYOREE !
monokuro boo .
cinnamoroll .
starrs .
my telescope . also known as my WIFE . =]
butterflies .
qing tian wawa .
windmills .
carousels .
dancing .
clubbing .
esplanade .
east coast .
southern most point .
changi airport .
marina south .
to be a unique !
blowing bubbles .
jewellery making . =D
taking black&white photographs .
photoshopp !
princess .
cousins shannon&jamie !
sad songs .
piano ; sax ; guitar . (but can't play any)
Saturday, April 24, 2004
todays' the 24th. =) good AND bad day? ha. well. good cos its darling and iverson's 1st monthsary.
happy monthsary you two.! =) i loveee the both of u aiight? *hugs u both.
aiight. happy matters aside. today's the 24th.. kinda. thinking bout certain stuffs. buh. like life isn't crapped up for me right now. i have to torture myself further by thinking so much. ahh wells. all of you should know yeah. its just. me? yeah. i'm a thinker.* *thinks. yupp.
okays. i totallly didn't know if i should update. cos 1. i'm late for lit class. 2. i might not be there by 1030. ha. poor di has to wait for me. bleah. ha. yeah. and yeah. 3. my comp crapped up on me each time i tried to update this week. thus the. 1week later update. oops?. =\ *shrugs. oh wells.
shall just update bout the happier thangs. maybe i should thank GOD that my previous entry wasn't posted. was sucidial. period.
aiights. mondayess. jonng and gaga came overs. hung out. had a home cooked lunch.. FISHBALL udon.!? =x chee cheong funn.. and.. my famous mushroomiess! yeah. don't think many of ya got a chance to taste it as yet. so.. lucky them! lolx. =x heh. yeah. watched how to deal... and stuffs. was showing gaga my previous blogs. and some momentos and memories from the past. ha. and when i say past. i mean. wayyyyyy past. but not up till the fbt period of time of cos. haha. =x that's even further than past! =| BLAHS.
tuesdaeees. oohers. met up wit xiao di.! =) hahas. we had our. official. "royale blurz alcoholic celebration". pathetically. i forgot to bring the absolut. haha. so we were just chomping schnapps chocolates while watching starsky&hutch. lol. yeah. walked around in HOPELESS search of my DOLPHIN. =| *pouts. and thus the darn whiney me. cos i was looking up down left right and yet. it still didn't appear.!! *cryy. boohoo. okayess. i should stop. lol. yeah.. met darling.! and di said she was so cute and. well. like everyone says. small. but i love her all the same! be it big or small. LOL. =x hee. *huggs darlingggg. iverson don't jealous HOR. =) yuppers. heard joseph was in cine toos? aiyahh. no fate means no fate mans. HAHA. =x
weddies. aiights' a not so happy day. i just wanted to reply to something. eli>> i guess i can prolly understand ur abrupt decision. i've kinda been in your shoes. yes. it hurts. i know it hurts. but. i really don't know. what/how i'm supposed to go about making up for the hurt. i didn't even expect things to turn out this way. so the only thing i can tell you is. i'm sorry. which wouldn't make up for it. and instead. make u feel worse. but i think. that's the best thing i can tell you right now. i'm sorry. really sorry. i didn't know that.. what i said/did. would have caused you to feel that way. i just.. wished the person who got hurt wasn't you. i rather it be me. since. my hearts already like torn into shreds. what's another blow to me? nothing. yupp. sighs. i really. didn't wanna hurt you. u're someone. who's been through alot wimme. and. i just.. sigh. okayes. i'm just making things worse. so i should just shutup.
thursdayee. went tiong. met da family and hung around. dang. xiao di got to see me in school u. so paiseh. ha. yeapp. was funn hanging around. except for certain things that were on my mind. and me constantly chanting that tiong is SO BIG. lol. ha. *winks at wei and zhumama. u people know what i'm talking bout yeah? hahas. shhh! =x cannot sayye. hurrr. yeah. fun and darn sad daye all at the same time..
fridaee. hmm. came home ultra early and completed my at dolphin bay showw. =\ *pouts. its so sad. but i think. the ending could've been .. better.? it seems like. they're in a rush to end it or smth mans. ha. gaga came overs and hung aorund till 10. what we did? watch the vcds. =x lol. it was a solid couch potatoess session man. *fat! >.< hur.
okay. its like. almost 10!? i better runn. oooh. =) a song for my xiao di! rmb jie loves you hor. don't always complain that i dont. xP cheer up yahs? got tigger and da pillow to pei you. =P heh. *(hugs)
JORDAN HILL - Remember Me This Way
Every now and then
We find a special friend
who never lets us down...
Who understands it all
reaches out each time we fall
you're the best friend i have found...
I know you can't stay
a part of you will never ever go away
your heart will stay.....
I'll make a wish for you,
and hope it will come true,
if life will just be kind,
to such a gentle mind,
if you lose your way,
think back on yesturday
remember me this way,
remember me this way.
I don't need eyes to see
the love you bring to me,
no matter where I go
and I know that you'll be there
forever-more a part of me and everywhere
I'll always care.....
I'll make a wish for you
and hope it will come true,
if life will just be kind,
to such a gentle mind,
and if you lose your way
think back on yesturday
remember me this way,
remember me this way.
and I'll be right behind your shoulder,watching you
I'll be standing by your side, all you do
and I won't ever leave
as long as you believe,
you just believe....
I'll make a wish for you
and hope it will come true
if life will just be kind
to such a gentle mind
and if you lose your way
think back on yesturday
remember me this way
remember me this way.
ooohh..
this way...
wee. see. hahas. i'm so lucky to have a di like you. wee. =) and i think i'm so sweet too lorhs!? say im sweet! u better HOR. =P hahas. okayess. i'm a happy girl. for now. =) buhbubbyeee!
;elysium.
9:53:00 AM
eternitywithYOU.
Zen Neeon .
new laptop .
Christian Dior - Dolce Vita .
Corrinne May's 2 albums .
Plumb's albums .
Dishwalla's albums .
Nicholas Spark's books .
Levis 501 & Diva Jeans .
Chronicles of Narnia .
a new starglobe . =|
my daisy rock star bass .
